Currently Listening Take This to Your Grave By Fall Out Boy Saturday see related

So today was the Warped Tour...it was so much fun. Sooo very hot though. We saw Thrice, MxPx, Senses Fail, Story of the Year, The Offspring, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, umm I can't remember anything else. We got there kind of late and missed a few bands I wanted to see, but the shows we saw were all pretty good.  I am so worn out though, I absolutely cannot wait to get in my bed and fall asleep. AHHHHHH. :) And sleep the heck in tomorrow... ORLANDO is in 5 days now! That is going to be so much fun too, this summer has been jam packed with concerts, very memorable for sure!

well i plan updating this more later, but im tired as all get out.

night night.

p.s. i had a wonderful time with you today :) we rock...literally. haha.

"i'll show you mine, if you show me yours first...let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse...let's unwrite these peages and replace then with our own words."

Currently Listening Keep Them Confused By No Use For A Name For Fiona see related

What a lucky day for me today, i was supposed to go in from 5-9, but my boss told me not to come in until 7, which means i ony work for like 2 hours! Anyways, the Kenny Chesney concert last night was pretty good. Gretchen Wilson and Kenny Chesney sang Black Dog by Led Zeppelin. It was weird, but really cool...and Uncle Kracker was there as a surprise performance. The whole time tho it was just really awkward being with -him-. I mean it's not that we didn't get along, he just wished it could have been better with us being together or whatever. But I mean it went better than I thought it would have, so that's good.  

So last night I said something I was really scared to say, but it felt so right. It's been a long time...and I'm just hoping for the best. And so far it's all been the best it could be. I couldn't really be happier or ask for anything more. It's so close to perfect it's weird...better than anything I had imagined. Thank goodness all the hard times payed off. :) And thank goodness what's meant to be is finally happening. i <3 you!

Well I'm going to go do some laundry and vaccuum...I'm out like a bellie button. happy day!

little boy...

Lately I’m alright
And lately I’m not scared
I've figured out, that what you do to me
Feels like, I’m floating on air

I don’t need to know right now
All I know is I believe
In the very thing that got us here
And now I can't leave

Say anything, but, say what you mean
Cause I’m caught in suspension

Now, I’m wanting this for sure
And I’ll beg for nothing more
I’ll plan all day and drive all night
You’ll love what’s in store

I can't seem to stop this now
Even if it's not so clear
And I'll take what I can get
If you want me here (If you want me here)

Say anything
But, say what you mean
When you whisper you want this
Your eyes tell the same
We are gaining speed
I can barely breathe
Cause I’m caught in suspension

It’s enough for me to get excited
Is enough for me to feel...oh

Say anything
But, say what you mean
When you whisper you want this
Your eyes tell the same
We are gaining speed (Suspension)
I can barely breathe (Oh, I can barely breathe)
Cause I’m caught in suspension (Suspension)
I’m caught in suspension

WOW I haven't written in this journal in ages. I guess I have just actually been keeping busy, lol which is a good thing! This summer is slowly ending and its kind of depressing...I'm not looking forward to Kennesaw for another lousy semester, it's almost like hell. Well....not that bad, but you know, being somewhere you don't wanna be always sucks.

Other than the horrid thought of going back to school in ever so close fall, I have been having an awesome summer. For once in my life, I feel as if there is no drama, no me caring more than the other person, no stress, and most of all just happiness :). I dunno its just really nice and comforting. It's almost like I'm dreaming or something. Hmm...anyways, last week I got to go visit my dad, grandparents, and aunt/uncle/cousins from Texas down in Florida. That was fun, they all look soo different. We had a nice visit, it just sucked I had to drive 6 1/2 hours alone. It was tough at times! I had to stop at Starbuck's halfway for an espresso boost. It helped definitely. The morning after I got there we left to go to Clearwater Beach, near St. Petersberg. Unfortunately the beach wasn't that great b/c the red tide was coming around and killing alot of the fish...and the water wasn't that clear. But oh well it was nice to lay out and read some of my book, which I happened to finish while I was there! wahoo go me! Haha, then after hangin out on the beach most of the afternoon, we showered off and went to Sculley's seafood restaurant, and I actually ordered seafood! Normally I would have been lame and ordered chicken or something, but I got blackened salmon, and OMG it was delish! The rest of the week we of course went shopping and down to my grandparents square to some arts and crafts show, where I found these REALLY cool magnetic frames. Anyways, the last night I was there I stayed at my dad's and as soon as I walk in his house I see this huge ass screen lol like at the movies. He bought a DLP Projector?? I think that's what it is...but whatever it is it's pretty neat-o. And the picture is surprisingly clear...I mean damn. He's a crazy man always spending money on toys.

Yeah, so yesterday was a long ass day, stressful as well. Woke up at 9:30, babysat from 10:30-about 6:00, got paid a measly $50....only to be friggin LATE to work b/c I had to be there by 7...and they originally told me I'd be babysitting til around 3 or 4. WRONG-O...but everything was okay in the end, except my being ripped off of course...GRR. So then I closed 7-11...had a really good night after that tho. And for once I didn't have to worry about waking up at a certain time in the morning, except to get some things done...

So tonight is the Kenny Chesney concert....it's going to be rather strange and awkward, but I'm sure the show will be good. I'm just unsure of how it's all going to unravel. Not something I'm really anxious about. But hey, in my life, it's always SOMEthing. I can't escape it lol. We'll see how it goes I guess. 

Well I must go shower now...I'll miss you tonight, and I'll call you when the concert is over, thanks for being you. You are amazing...but mostly weird.:)

love, me.